Well, there you have it, I hope this clears things up and offers a bit of insight.
I know I have gained insight, just in putting this together. Just in putting thought into my own dehumanization. My irrational fear of saying anything knowing FULL WELL how people twist truth to avoid accountability almost had me, I'm moving forward with this though. I know that people without all the information, who have never actually been marginalized in their entire lives, will pretend they "get it," people who don't even live in the same world as me will tell me what to do as if they understand my world completely. THEY DON'T. LISTEN, I'm not pretending to understand YOUR world, DON'T PRETEND you understand mine. There will be ones who try to understand, some even legitimately WILL. Others will tell me I'm just being lazy &/or stupid. Fuck those people. I've recently found a lot of relevance in the past, it stems from the realization that all this time I've tried to keep quiet, to please others, they have re-categorized my experiences to fit THEIR narrative. All the while, they were the ones full of shit, not me. I'm done doing what makes everyone else more comfortable. I will continue, I will get this out, then I'll move on when I'm done and likely not think much about these people at all anymore. Nothing will change for them, they've proven that. They'll still be what they are. Like I always say, people who think they have nothing to learn will learn nothing.
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